let lemons be angry

To borrow somebody else's favourite lines from a song:

Suddenly I see this is what I want to be
Suddenly I see why the hell you mean so much to me

Those K dramas never fail to produce the most heart-wrenching lines. The men may have bad hair and it may all be a little Too Dramatic, but there are lines you never can forget. Such as this, said to his childhood sweetheart with tears and much ache, because he was forced to be engaged to a mega monster, "Friendship is better than love. Lovers may break up but friends never will. If we are friends, I can call you whenever I'm sad and you can be with me anytime. Let's be friends." Of course translated rather badly. But it's gotten me thinking about friends and how i'm left stranded in the middle. And what Plato's purest form of love is, and if it exists. Altogether now: siggggghh.

I refused to go to school today, and that is making me happier than usual. The act of stubborn insistence on fulfilling one's own agenda. It's not my world, and it's not my time, but this shall be my day. So instead of drawing heads or birds in the park, and instead of going for my lecture (aii. i realised i didn't go for lecture last week either) I slept about six hours more than normal, and that is already putting me in a better mood than i've been all week.