let lemons be angry

I'm leaving. Human beings constantly build their lives around things, and everything is important: family, pets, gardens, work, good food. But if they are really blessed, they will also find something extra to live for. I'm blessed, because I have found that something extra.

If I had never heard about the royal family kids' camp and child abuse, I would be a different person today. My final year project would have been about something else, possibly music, possibly something dark. I would not have taken japanese last semester, because I would not be going to hokkaido today. I would not have learnt to appreciate the good family I have.

But as it is, I am stuck forever to this cause that I have found. I don't even remember when I started aiming to go for the kids camp in hokkaido. It must have been eight months ago. But because it was all meant to be, the money was raised, the language was learnt, and things fell into place (not easily) this month.

I can't wait to meet the children, to see the faces that God must love so very much, to make us go against the odds to be with.