let lemons be angry

"Jesus led his disciples straight into the storm." - Sarah

And He did. And so perhaps I can finally start to understand the storms in life. To get to the other shore, i may have to wander right into a thunderstorm. Sometimes the shore is a destination. Sometimes there's nothing on the other side at all, but seeing God rescue me was the sole purpose for it.

I haven't had many storms. But the ones i have had still hurt. Yet through the madness, and the not understanding, and the stones that sink coldly, there's something oddly beautiful about a storm. Not even in the macabre way. Only the dead don't feel pain.

My only concern is I may be the storm in other people's lives. I'm sorry, i'm sorry, I'm sorry.