let lemons be angry

We deserve the sad moments, our movie moments. Such as celebrating the birthday of baybeats despite not loving it much anymore, and walking home with the frown of protagonists in dramas who are torn by happy memories. We need songs too to add to our misery. Nights are nothing without misery. We deserve occasional sadness because bright days stop being convincing after the fifty-seventh laugh. Hearts must pause to reflect and be rained on, just for a little while.

That is why i allowed myself to listen to those songs. Music is just music now, i said. But it isn't really true.