let lemons be angry

Fence-sitting while it snows in summer. There was a lot of laughter tonight, but now I feel like I could cry if pushed.

The flea market on saturday was nice. Just sitting there and not expecting anything, and hustling for cheap makeup like all the other girls. And friday: charmian and her sighing philosophical thoughts, the funny little friend. And bungy! Though as the men said, all the Singaporeans did it in 2003 and we're the remaining stragglers.

But one of the best parts about the weekend was sitting alone by the riverside. I have to find more places to be alone, more time to be alone. (Call me!)