let lemons be angry

and i'm tired of seeing people move on to bigger websites
and i'm tired of seeing new competitions and new events
and i'm tired of having a faulty printer-scanner

most of all tired of feeling this urge to get something done and not knowing what that something is.

motivations sprout up like bouncing icons on a website, but die quickly because they were born weak.

don't worry, i say. soon all this will work itself out, for it's only been a couple of weeks of trying. i tell one girl not to be impatient and am myself worked up like there are ants in my shoes. it's not easy being on holiday when i really, really want to work.