let lemons be angry

I've been a ball of restlessness thinking about all the things I could do. Shopkeep, draw, get a graphic design job that ends at 9 pm earliest, enter competitions, make books, send out portfolios.

Bong: "Have fun planning your life..but actually there's only so much you can plan."

How true, for nothing about the following picture was planned, or even expected. Tell me a year ago that we would be there and I wouldn't have had the faith to believe it. It wouldn't even have been anything I'd have asked for. So right now, I'll just have to go along with the right thing one step at a time, and I'll find myself in lavender fields.